Update 02/15/07...

[bigjoe]

The past year has been rough. My mom passed away last October from cancer. Over the past 18 months, when she was first diagnosed with this disease, we have made countless trips between Rochester and New York City, spending long days at Sloan Kettering Cancer Center..., first, talking to countless doctors and specialists, hoping that the chemo would work, when it became apparent that it wouldn't, then arranging for hospice care, and then finally, after her death... settling all of her affairs. I've lost track of all the times we've driven between Rochester and NYC; 350 miles each way. Life is very fragile, way too short, and extremely precious. Too bad we couldn't impress this little lesson on the likes of George W. Bush!

Mech and CD... thank you both for your concern since I recently slipped off the radar screen. Hopefully, once things begin to settle down, I'll be able to spend some more time here. Tsarion has been giving some great talks, Freeman has his own TV show now and is posting them on the web, and Alan Watt, with his "blurbs", is coming out with some incredible information. After his last talk, they tried to shut his website down, but fortunately, it is up and running once again! Sure love to discuss some of this stuff with you.

Peace

[Mech]

Hey Dude,

Life throws curveballs at you...and the worst ones are when it involves your family or the people that you love.

You have my sympathies. Better days are ahead.

Glad to see you back here. You got me turned on to Allan Watt....he's quite the mind.


Freeman broke his computer so...his TV shows haven't been uploaded lately.

Stick around and welcome back.

[bigjoe]

Thanks Mech, it's really good to be back.

Glad you like Alan Watt. With his 1-3 weekly blurbs now, he's reaching a lot of people. His website is just jam packed with information, talks, interviews, etc. And in many ways, he's a lot like Michael Tsarion, as he is very aware of the spiritual aspect of this whole thing. After his "blurb" last last week "Money, Masters and Con-Science", where he linked the CIA and other agencies to massive drug smuggling, they tried unsuccessfully to shut his website down once again, but once again, "they" were unsuccessful. In my opinion, his last weeks talk was one of his best, and just about all of them are great. He is also extremely well researched on freemasony, and the "agenda". His whole work is aimed at waking people up and bringing them out of this conditioned trance.
www.cuttingthroughthematrix.com/index.html

Also, Mech... check out Red Ice Radio...
www.redicecreations.com/radio/2007/02feb/RICR-070215.html
Michael Tsarion's latest interview.

[kat]

I feel your pain Buddy. My Mom passed last year in April due to her long battle with Alzheimer’s disease. Dad left us in 96 from Pancreatic Cancer, he was lucky, he awoke one night with a bad stomach ach and drove himself to the hospital and passed a few days later with little pain. When our times up, it’s up. It’s our inevitable probability with our maker in the human experience. Understanding ones life or existence is our greatest mystery. I know it doesn’t seem fair but as I told my two Boys a long time ago now. The only fair in life is the one that comes to town for a week and then packs up the carnival tents and leaves town. Life is like a ride, enjoy it, while it last. May peace be with you friend, all the days of your life.

In the words of Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young , “Carry On”

One morning I woke up and I knew
You really gone
A new day, a new way, I knew
I should see it along
Go your way, I'll go mine
Carry on

The sky is clearing and the night
Has gone out
The sun, he come, the world
is all full of light
Rejoice, rejoice, we have no choice
We've got to carry on

The fortunes of fables are able
To sing the song
Now witness the quickness with which
We get along
To sing the blues you've got to live the tunes
Carry on

Carry on
Love is coming
Love is coming to us all

Where are you going now my love?
Where will you be tomorrow?
Will you bring me happiness?
Will you bring me sorrow?
Oh the questions of a thousand dreams
What you do and what you see
Lover can you talk to me?

Girl when I was on my own
Chasing you down
What was it made you run?
Trying your best just to get around.
The questions of a thousand dreams
What you do and what you see
Lover can you talk to me?

[bigjoe]

Kat, thank you so much for the kind and thoughtful words.

It's so nice knowing that there are good people like you out there who understand and care.

[CDsNuTz]

Welcome back bigjoe, thought we had lost you for good...Sorry for your loss, just keep in mind that lifes tribulations only make us stronger..

PEACE
T.